22.2.07

MY BLURRING WEIRD OCTOBER

many things happen on tihs october. dont know why i feel very blur and weird on this month, brain is out of function, dont know what am i doing... feel blur that i consent with ashley's every invitation. actually because i treat her as my good friend, so i will consent every her invitation without thinking, cause i dont think she will bring harmful for me. even she bring trouble for me, i will feel glad to accept it, i believe i can settle it. cause for me, friends mean making trouble for each other, but not used on each other. cause i think no one like to be used.  so, the people who i alway making trouble for him or her, that mean i really like n love him or her a lots.
1st, about lovely ash, when ash asking me to company her to her friend's house on the next day, actually that time my mind is stucking. then she said, there is a PS3 & Xbox in her friend's house, so make me really want to go with her. But i dont know her friend, n somemore her friend is a guy! that time i was thinking start from when she becomes so openminded. she told me not just she n me, somemore people will going together, then i tell her i will think about it. the next day, when i was regain my consciousness, i already meet her in front of toa. that time i really feel very weird for my action, i thinking is that the owner feel favorably to bring a stranger to stay in his house. I hav think a lots, but after i touch the ps3, there was nothing more important than i spending time dating with ps3. really thanks a lot for the ps3 owner. this is the 1st things i feel weired. but anyway, thanks for ash to bring me there.
2nd, about dearly yitbo, cause he is the 1st guy i hav celebrate twice for his birthday celebration. so i hav to eat twice of his birthday's cake, sing twice for his birthday's song, clap twice for him, take twice video n photo of him. because his is so popular, such a nice guy and somemore sometimes he is quite helpful, and sometimes quite gentlemanly, so lots of people including me will glad to celebrate for him. but honestly, i feel enjoying for the 1st day celebrate for him with digi students, playing games with friends, almost getting mad, but i was really happy, make me forget about my irritated, really thanks for them.
3rd, again about lovely ash's invitation.(~.~) we r going to you hai birthday's celebration. actually cause i'm not digi student, the other all r digi students, feel very weird for my arise. but then because i love to join in the fun and i know you hai, so sure i will going. be4 i went out, again i lock myself at the outside of my personal room, omg. i left my keys inside my room again. there is a extra keys for the house main entrance, so i can go out. they plan to giving you hai a big surprise, but... actually they all r mistaking the date!!he born in 18 nov but they thought is 18 oct, boom me gao gao, really sweat~~!!! they said you hai feel unhappy for nobody celebrate for him, so he dont want to hav lunch with them, so they hav to remedy. the cake is delicious, mango cake.
fourth, there r many people sick on this month, including me. i finally understan the feeling of the other toa students. for me, 1 medicine will cost me sleep for more then 16 hours, and somemore i hav cold, cough, i lose my voice. i know i cant eat medicine cause i will spending time to sleeping n rest, then i hav no time to completed my assignments. so i hav no choice, i cant eat the medicine, so i hav sick for 10 days, *wtf.  feel suffer to do assignments.
fifth weird things, i just release that i am much more hardworking if depend on the 1&2 term in toa, actually this moment is the most hardworking time in my whole life. i really glad i hav change myself, atleast for figures only i always last minutes work, other subject mostly i hav done early. there is a reason why i hav change myself, cause i found out i really like those subject very much. it is my interest, i hav to put all my effect on it . i like to hear the lecturer told me i hav improve on my works, feel vanity. i think the lecturer hav build up my confidence for my works except figures sketching. someone told me i hav to learn to like the subject, i hav to try so hard to make myself to not hate figures, yes i done it, atleast i like simplefication figures.

Comments

ashley chaw - 11/11/2007 8:44:57 PM
lol...lovely ashley ah... XDXDXD

i hope i wont bring you much trouble as always..U_U
but at least you got to touch ps3 LOLLL
so long i din read ur blog
cus i dunno u got write it =n=
...aihhhh DG student is liek that de .. alll so blur blur.