29/7/2008 11:40:51 PM
marker pen 有很多颜色
喜欢什么样的颜色
如果喜欢红色
往往最快用完的是红色
喜欢什么样的颜色
假设喜欢青色
最快不见的就是青色
喜欢什么样的人
如果喜欢你
最快不见的人 就是最喜欢的人
越想留住的，越容易失去
明明很想很想跟他说话，却不敢看着他的眼睛
明明很想他，却假装漠不关心他
明明想宠他，却不敢去找他
因为顾忌，所以不能强暴他~~hehe
好害羞哦。。。
贱到极点，拿刀插自己！！！
p.s/ 我的热情~好像一把火^^
29.7.08
23.7.08
JUST MY OPINION
Last sunday 20/07/2008 went to church with roxx~
it is talking about what i already forget, cause i am half sleeping half awake.
but certain main points i am very agree with it.
the priest says:
everyone should marry early.
must have children after married for 3 years. before that, mus spend some times to understand each other.
in this 3 years, plan properly for ur children's future.
education for child is much more important than house & car or everything. cause even though u have many houses and car, but didn't care for the children education, after the child grow up, the child will take away the houses or car and sell it.
women should not work temporary after giving birth for her own child. i am very agree for this point, cause my mum send me to my aunt when i am still a baby. i just remember my aunt always hit me by big big rotan, and i keep on crying then she keep on hit me until i stop crying.
it's doesn't mean mum don't love me, but i really cant forget she send me to the evil aunt forever...
my name Carmel, is giving by that aunt's neighbor!!! she was an Indian woman, already pass away for few years.
if there is only 1 child in a family
feel very boring cause no one will fight with me for toys, shirt,
when i want to do something bad, no 1 will company me
no one will let me bully,
when i get bully, no one will help me,
very lonely in childhood,
no secret for me to threaten brothers or sisters
when i stole money, i always be the suspected person, and no 1 else.
If i have brothers or sisters, it would not happened. hehe^^jealous for those people who have brothers sisters
And I can just only imagine if there is a brother or sister for me....
the conclusion is:
women should no let the children for the KAKAK and learn the weird languages, for grandparent, aunty uncle or bla bla bla people...
as a parent, should be responsible for them, working should not be the excuses.
if u think we should earn more money so that the children hav a better life, I would rather than to spend more time with my child so that they wont grow up alone.失常中的冷笑话
先说明，本篇是为了写给当事人forvice87笑的，非当事人是不明的。
讲明是冷笑话，不好笑的那种~
以下是我和ex-屋友FORVICE87( 别名：PSP主人) 在msn里的对话。。
PART 1~ GG椰子水
forvice87 老是用GG IN MSN
Carmel : （鼓起勇气问）what is gg? GIGI? Good Game? 99 ? gao gao?
forvice87 Handwritten instant messages cannot be displayed in your message history.（he draw some weird weird things)
Carmel : ??? bu ming bai…
forvice87: gg = 奸笑
Carmel : 很饱 ~gg
forvice87 : 。。。
carmel : 如此应用？hehe~~
forvice87 : 很饱会奸笑？？
carmel : 是啊~~吃的是福 ~开心~ 就奸笑~~ hehe~~
forvice87 : 。。。
carmel : 。。。又是means what ler? y JB people so weird de
forvice87 : dot dot dot
carmel : 。。。如何应用? ?_?
forvice87 : nanti lah, I talk to my friend, haha, important things, kau lui
carmel : later I have to sleep with my friend, important thing too
forvice87: haha
carmel : kao zhai
forvice87: how u know
carmel : u, gay de~~ hehe
forvice87: sa po~~
carmel : JB lao
forvice87: 。。。。。去喝你的椰水
carmel : ( close window)
Part 2~ 小心我的冷笑话~
forvice87 : 虾米冷笑话？
carmel : example : 你很帅
forvice87 : 好冷哦
carmel : 我知道
forvice87 : 不过我喜欢, 哈哈哈哈
carmel : 我也是
PART 3
以下是我和魅力男的对话。。。
Carmel is telling魅力男（别名：interior男） about a design competition.
魅力男: hehe
Carmel : that is y i plan to use Jason's house that car hehe~~ can save money^^
魅力男: haha, no wonder.. but Jason house that car not Jason de le, is the opposite house owner de
Carmel : wuwuwu… T.T ( crying) if really cant, then ask the neighbour taking part too ~~hehe~~
魅力男: haha~~ (swt) like that u must ask Jason ad..
Carmel : I shy ( face red)
魅力男: (swt again) ||| shy apa? Jason, u dono?
Carmel : i worry if talk with him will pregnant~~ hehe~ ( face very red)
魅力男: hahahaaaa..(seen like very za dao) wtf~~ u think he play boy till frenz also play meh
Carmel : dont tell him i say like that
魅力男: hahahaaaaa.
Carmel : just kidding^^
魅力男: yar yar..dont worry
Carmel : haha
魅力男: lolx..
Carmel : u know lar, he so geng, got a lot of radioactive~~ i scare scare~~(shy + face red liao)
魅力男: hahaa. Use mirror la. Reflect back
Carmel : I will try..
魅力男: lolx
15.7.08
水瓶座终极完美分析@Aquarius ultimate perfect analysis （steal from ice)
水瓶座终极完美分析
几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆(谁会没有？），一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度（。。。有一点）。
水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人（非常对！！！）有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。
只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移（对对！！！）。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记(haiz~~)，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情（对！），因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商(冤枉啊!没这样想过)。
更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上（非常对！！！怪自己笨，后知后觉）。
水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者（非常对！！！）。
有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘(哈哈哈!有)。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。 （不知道）
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾（非常对！）。
在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去(骗人)。
也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。(骗人)
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。（非常对！好友们都讲以前不喜欢我，后来改观了）
一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。（对！虽然平时没有义气）
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。(也认错路)
在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。（见鬼了）
这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。(不想哭,但想骂人多一点，因为不甘心中招)
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。(同感)
要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝(因为死要面子)，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。(同感)
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。 算了，还是放在心里吧。(同感)
既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。(同感)
这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。(哈哈哈，准！)
可以继续貌似潇洒。 (哈哈哈)
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。
可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。
对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。(同感)
完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。（...对！）
这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。（对！好累..）
不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。(同感)
心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。(同感)明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。（太伤心）
这还没完，过了一段日子。（对）
对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。(同感,真得很贱)
只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。（我是贱人）
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。(haiz)
太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜?(对）
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。(同感，多希望自己很花心。)
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。最擅长的是难为自己。(同感)
不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。(同感)
总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。
不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。（变得很口是心非）
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。
一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。 (同感) 所以，不轻易说。
只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。（太夸张）
时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。
每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。（太夸张）
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。
因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。（太夸张）
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。(同感)
人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！” (同感)
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。
除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。(同感)
因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。（加上自卑）
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。（失常中）
其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。
只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。(同感)
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。 （夸张）
我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。 水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生 。（要钢琴师一名）
Aquarius ultimate perfect analysis
Nearly each Aquarius moral nature all has a section to remember with eternal gratitude the world to remember that, forever is the extremely short two sentiments like each other, is only one kind of unrequited love, or only is one kind only exists to the unreal space. All look like is that tranquil, then harmony. Not earthshaking, has not made a solemn pledge of eternal love, has not spend under the month before last, has not been romantic, does not have the pledge, does not have the temperature. Aquarius the reason and will be indifferent, is doomed any sentiment forever not ignite. Aquarius is not easy to like a person. Some people said Aquarius too is high to companion's requirement, actually by no means like this, Aquarius the attenion is the feeling. Is only that superficial, that person has already attracted thermos all attentions, from this time on the vision then is unable to transfer. Falls in love with a person with a second, then pays the life to forget again, Aquarius is such test piece. But nearly all thermoses can deny on own body occur fall in love, because always considers oneself as aloof from worldly affairs, Acknowledged falls in love with a person this clock matter is as if is insulting own intelligence quotient. More times are because, all did not have the detection including own already to fall in love. Aquarius very many times are extremely slow regarding the sentimental response, slowly to each time all is final to who knows the circumstances of the matter. Sometimes easy to appear cannot clarify own feeling, not clear own want to make any, thought is at a loss. In opposite party not extremely explicitly represented when sentiment can draw back timidly, thought the love is the rooms on either side would rather, does not think the reluctant opposite party easily pays the sentiment in no way, because feared loses. Perhaps lacks the security sense, perhaps is to appears very passively, now hot and now cold, indecisive, is extremely contradictory. Before not completely determines, Easily pays the sentiment in no way, because feared loses. Perhaps lacks the security sense, perhaps is to own safeguarding, also may calculate does is one kind of selfish. The general Aquarius good friends all are the process very long times inspection, not merely is several years, but is several years. Once by Aquarius when finishes the friend, can go through fire or water to pulls out the heart. On the public vehicle, nearby the street, the market, the thermos always admits mistakes the person. In the boundless huge crowd, throughout is searching a familiar form, until has the illusion. This moment, Aquarius suddenly very wants to cry one's heart out, because suddenly detected oneself several is near crazily falls in love with a person, has lost the reason, has lost oneself. This kind of the suddenly feeling, very fears, very not helps. Aquarius does not like this kind of feeling, because did not know how should face. Must let Aquarius pursue on own initiative, is an exceptionally difficult matter, is unable in Aquarius the world to withstand denial, is such frail, regardless of on the surface looked like is the how strength Aquarius in front of the person a carefree heart liver appearance, had not always thought the others see own sadness, such can have not the secure feeling, Both does not need awkward vindicating then to be rejected, and cannot fall in love easily to be together difficultly frigidly to bid good-bye. Is like this very good, nobody sees, as for too does not have the face. May continue to apparent natural. But, was different. Although Aquarius installs is not caring about, looked all does not look at. But opposite party said each speech all goes in from the ear, has not seen. Opposite party raises any excessive requirement, Aquarius entirely illuminates Shan Quanshou carefully to make contribution, definitely to cannot have half not character. Completely becomes a love the slave, on the face also installs very does not have the expression, entire wants to save face at all costs suffers the crime. In this kind of situation, if opposite party causes the plot trap, sedulously becomes estranged evades but does not see perhaps looks but not see, the telephone does not meet perhaps humph Kazak is perfunctory and so on, the thermos could Is humph Kazak is perfunctory and so on, the thermos could give entire has been insane, started the meeting to want to be any own place does mistakenly, said the erroneous remark, then has lagged behind the face to flatter the probe on does not use many, ran into a wall two times, Aquarius can have the self-knowledge Why can't again go wants to be can like this, also did not want to know. In the heart can think that, originally is opposite party dislikes own, does not infer own. After understands, was absolute is peaceful. This does not have, crossed for section of days. Opposite party if suddenly changes attitude, Aquarius unexpectedly can not go into one's past asked did not ask, is attentive as before, completely does not have the dignity to be possible discuss. So long as can be happy with opposite party in the same place, in the past was unimportant, future will be unimportant, the face was unimportant, the money is unimportant,the time is unimportant, own are unimportant. The balance is unbalanced, the sentimental layered pressure in the moral nature, own actually fluttered in the midair. Too cares about opposite party, lost, happily also has oneself changed the nihility. Own all do not love, who also can treasure. Aquarius once pays, then is thorough, cannot take back. The sentimental investment more are many more is wound heavy. Most excels is thanks oneself. Did not think opposite party feels bad, has to let oneself feel bad. Always thought oneself has the rare carrying capacity, wants to result in oneself too strongly, but wants to result in the others too frailly. Did not know that, is injured actually is oneself, did not only know how displays. The love, this character said to Aquarius that, too heavy has been precious, is unable the terminology word annotation. Once said the exportation, just like the ancient times the cultural relic, is excavated unearthed exposes in the air, changed changes beyond all recognition, loses the original value. Therefore, not easily said. Only needs a time, Aquarius then the energy exhausts the life, only because blame own self, then falls the scar to be countless The time is in the world is most powerful shortly, gradually smooths the empty fragments, no longer puts the person. Whenever the cold wind has blown, still heard the indistinct miserable whinny sound, resembles the elegy Only needs a time, Aquarius then no longer fantasized, thereupon maliciously throws down and breaks own, refuses to melt pieces together Because feared melt had remembered, feared has melt that distant back, feared has melt own millennium hope. Afterwards, Aquarius still talks and laughs merrily, open and bright is still open-minded, continues a section to meet section of new sentiments, is duplicating all, because is unable to withstand lonely The people all said the thermos stamen, sees love, Aquarius can laugh, said "where has? Injustice!" In its solid in is dropping the blood,
the brightness which on the face actually smiles, who comforts oneself "me is! How can be that weak!" Some people said Aquarius too callous too is selfish, thinks oneself terrific. But who understood that, Aquarius the heart, the capacity is very small, only can some, also does not have the modification. Except that person, other all automatedly converges one kind of program. Because is unable falsely, therefore the sweet words and honeyed phrases all parsimoniously give Because is naive, therefore until death before still was waiting for. Because does not have the courage, therefore helplessly drops really to love helplessly When saw to a jar when crazily joyful or sad, please surely do not have to confuse, the thermos always cannot help but interlocks is operating joyful and is sad Actually certainly does not like sees that joyfully, same, also does not like saw is that sad When only is sad, likes on the belt the joyful mask, but works as when thermos joyful, is sad is not willing easily to let off Only has truly understood Aquarius the person, can see eyeground that wisp to there seems to be resembles sadness which does not have, can understand is any lets thermos like this being duty-bound, not to turn back Is any lets the thermos change so now hot and now cold unpredictable, can realize the thermos the frailty which is strong only is conceals by might and main. In the astrology and physiognomy said that, Aquarius the person which loves is often not treasured. I thought that, is why? Perhaps the answer on in the heart, only is Aquarius the natural disposition is not willing to acknowledge. Aquarius besides needs a depth to like oneself containing all people, but also needs a psychological doctor.
copy from ice's blog. hehe^^
几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆(谁会没有？），一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。
没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度（。。。有一点）。
水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。
水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人（非常对！！！）有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。
只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移（对对！！！）。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记(haiz~~)，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情（对！），因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商(冤枉啊!没这样想过)。
更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上（非常对！！！怪自己笨，后知后觉）。
水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者（非常对！！！）。
有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘(哈哈哈!有)。
在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。 （不知道）
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾（非常对！）。
在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去(骗人)。
也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。(骗人)
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。（非常对！好友们都讲以前不喜欢我，后来改观了）
一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。（对！虽然平时没有义气）
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。(也认错路)
在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。（见鬼了）
这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。(不想哭,但想骂人多一点，因为不甘心中招)
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。(同感)
要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝(因为死要面子)，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。(同感)
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。 算了，还是放在心里吧。(同感)
既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。(同感)
这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。(哈哈哈，准！)
可以继续貌似潇洒。 (哈哈哈)
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。
可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。
对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。(同感)
完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。（...对！）
这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。（对！好累..）
不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。(同感)
心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。(同感)明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。（太伤心）
这还没完，过了一段日子。（对）
对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。(同感,真得很贱)
只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。（我是贱人）
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。(haiz)
太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。
自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜?(对）
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。(同感，多希望自己很花心。)
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。最擅长的是难为自己。(同感)
不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。(同感)
总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。
不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。（变得很口是心非）
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。
一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。 (同感) 所以，不轻易说。
只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。（太夸张）
时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。
每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。（太夸张）
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。
因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。（太夸张）
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。(同感)
人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！” (同感)
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。
除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。
因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。(同感)
因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。（加上自卑）
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。（失常中）
其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。
只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。(同感)
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。 （夸张）
我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。 水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生 。（要钢琴师一名）
Aquarius ultimate perfect analysis
Nearly each Aquarius moral nature all has a section to remember with eternal gratitude the world to remember that, forever is the extremely short two sentiments like each other, is only one kind of unrequited love, or only is one kind only exists to the unreal space. All look like is that tranquil, then harmony. Not earthshaking, has not made a solemn pledge of eternal love, has not spend under the month before last, has not been romantic, does not have the pledge, does not have the temperature. Aquarius the reason and will be indifferent, is doomed any sentiment forever not ignite. Aquarius is not easy to like a person. Some people said Aquarius too is high to companion's requirement, actually by no means like this, Aquarius the attenion is the feeling. Is only that superficial, that person has already attracted thermos all attentions, from this time on the vision then is unable to transfer. Falls in love with a person with a second, then pays the life to forget again, Aquarius is such test piece. But nearly all thermoses can deny on own body occur fall in love, because always considers oneself as aloof from worldly affairs, Acknowledged falls in love with a person this clock matter is as if is insulting own intelligence quotient. More times are because, all did not have the detection including own already to fall in love. Aquarius very many times are extremely slow regarding the sentimental response, slowly to each time all is final to who knows the circumstances of the matter. Sometimes easy to appear cannot clarify own feeling, not clear own want to make any, thought is at a loss. In opposite party not extremely explicitly represented when sentiment can draw back timidly, thought the love is the rooms on either side would rather, does not think the reluctant opposite party easily pays the sentiment in no way, because feared loses. Perhaps lacks the security sense, perhaps is to appears very passively, now hot and now cold, indecisive, is extremely contradictory. Before not completely determines, Easily pays the sentiment in no way, because feared loses. Perhaps lacks the security sense, perhaps is to own safeguarding, also may calculate does is one kind of selfish. The general Aquarius good friends all are the process very long times inspection, not merely is several years, but is several years. Once by Aquarius when finishes the friend, can go through fire or water to pulls out the heart. On the public vehicle, nearby the street, the market, the thermos always admits mistakes the person. In the boundless huge crowd, throughout is searching a familiar form, until has the illusion. This moment, Aquarius suddenly very wants to cry one's heart out, because suddenly detected oneself several is near crazily falls in love with a person, has lost the reason, has lost oneself. This kind of the suddenly feeling, very fears, very not helps. Aquarius does not like this kind of feeling, because did not know how should face. Must let Aquarius pursue on own initiative, is an exceptionally difficult matter, is unable in Aquarius the world to withstand denial, is such frail, regardless of on the surface looked like is the how strength Aquarius in front of the person a carefree heart liver appearance, had not always thought the others see own sadness, such can have not the secure feeling, Both does not need awkward vindicating then to be rejected, and cannot fall in love easily to be together difficultly frigidly to bid good-bye. Is like this very good, nobody sees, as for too does not have the face. May continue to apparent natural. But, was different. Although Aquarius installs is not caring about, looked all does not look at. But opposite party said each speech all goes in from the ear, has not seen. Opposite party raises any excessive requirement, Aquarius entirely illuminates Shan Quanshou carefully to make contribution, definitely to cannot have half not character. Completely becomes a love the slave, on the face also installs very does not have the expression, entire wants to save face at all costs suffers the crime. In this kind of situation, if opposite party causes the plot trap, sedulously becomes estranged evades but does not see perhaps looks but not see, the telephone does not meet perhaps humph Kazak is perfunctory and so on, the thermos could Is humph Kazak is perfunctory and so on, the thermos could give entire has been insane, started the meeting to want to be any own place does mistakenly, said the erroneous remark, then has lagged behind the face to flatter the probe on does not use many, ran into a wall two times, Aquarius can have the self-knowledge Why can't again go wants to be can like this, also did not want to know. In the heart can think that, originally is opposite party dislikes own, does not infer own. After understands, was absolute is peaceful. This does not have, crossed for section of days. Opposite party if suddenly changes attitude, Aquarius unexpectedly can not go into one's past asked did not ask, is attentive as before, completely does not have the dignity to be possible discuss. So long as can be happy with opposite party in the same place, in the past was unimportant, future will be unimportant, the face was unimportant, the money is unimportant,the time is unimportant, own are unimportant. The balance is unbalanced, the sentimental layered pressure in the moral nature, own actually fluttered in the midair. Too cares about opposite party, lost, happily also has oneself changed the nihility. Own all do not love, who also can treasure. Aquarius once pays, then is thorough, cannot take back. The sentimental investment more are many more is wound heavy. Most excels is thanks oneself. Did not think opposite party feels bad, has to let oneself feel bad. Always thought oneself has the rare carrying capacity, wants to result in oneself too strongly, but wants to result in the others too frailly. Did not know that, is injured actually is oneself, did not only know how displays. The love, this character said to Aquarius that, too heavy has been precious, is unable the terminology word annotation. Once said the exportation, just like the ancient times the cultural relic, is excavated unearthed exposes in the air, changed changes beyond all recognition, loses the original value. Therefore, not easily said. Only needs a time, Aquarius then the energy exhausts the life, only because blame own self, then falls the scar to be countless The time is in the world is most powerful shortly, gradually smooths the empty fragments, no longer puts the person. Whenever the cold wind has blown, still heard the indistinct miserable whinny sound, resembles the elegy Only needs a time, Aquarius then no longer fantasized, thereupon maliciously throws down and breaks own, refuses to melt pieces together Because feared melt had remembered, feared has melt that distant back, feared has melt own millennium hope. Afterwards, Aquarius still talks and laughs merrily, open and bright is still open-minded, continues a section to meet section of new sentiments, is duplicating all, because is unable to withstand lonely The people all said the thermos stamen, sees love, Aquarius can laugh, said "where has? Injustice!" In its solid in is dropping the blood,
the brightness which on the face actually smiles, who comforts oneself "me is! How can be that weak!" Some people said Aquarius too callous too is selfish, thinks oneself terrific. But who understood that, Aquarius the heart, the capacity is very small, only can some, also does not have the modification. Except that person, other all automatedly converges one kind of program. Because is unable falsely, therefore the sweet words and honeyed phrases all parsimoniously give Because is naive, therefore until death before still was waiting for. Because does not have the courage, therefore helplessly drops really to love helplessly When saw to a jar when crazily joyful or sad, please surely do not have to confuse, the thermos always cannot help but interlocks is operating joyful and is sad Actually certainly does not like sees that joyfully, same, also does not like saw is that sad When only is sad, likes on the belt the joyful mask, but works as when thermos joyful, is sad is not willing easily to let off Only has truly understood Aquarius the person, can see eyeground that wisp to there seems to be resembles sadness which does not have, can understand is any lets thermos like this being duty-bound, not to turn back Is any lets the thermos change so now hot and now cold unpredictable, can realize the thermos the frailty which is strong only is conceals by might and main. In the astrology and physiognomy said that, Aquarius the person which loves is often not treasured. I thought that, is why? Perhaps the answer on in the heart, only is Aquarius the natural disposition is not willing to acknowledge. Aquarius besides needs a depth to like oneself containing all people, but also needs a psychological doctor.
copy from ice's blog. hehe^^
Comments
Chang Sook Han - 21/7/2008 1:02:02 AM
好长，看到傻眼了。。。
不要因为你是水瓶座就写那么长，要为我们这些看的人想想嘛~
我觉得人会因改变而成长，这世界上是没有完美的人的，
星座只是把人的特点说出来而已，但那永远都不是你的全部。
你自己那独一无二的特点永远都是由你“自己”引发出来的。
12.7.08
日记
最近才发现我越来越懒写日记.
用意是除了记载日常生活里的大小有趣事件以外
还有自己的轻年时个人观点
预了老时没事做笑回自己的幼稚
现在一翻开日记,写的尽是不好的回忆
例子:朋友的不信任,
用一整天做功课,
一天又一天的重复的日子,
又有熟人去世,
倒霉的过程,
看到闷到发霉的日记,
眼睛也跟着长霉菌.
开始有不想再继续写的念头.
中学时期的日记里净是记载朋友同学们的恩恩怨怨,
作弄人的废材事件等等.
有时觉得以前的日记是很好的娱乐,
看到自己恐怖的字体
自己也不会读,
笑死人的自创成语(最常搞错的是心知肚明写成心知明肚,心血来潮变成心血潮来)
久久回味一次以前的风流史威水史搞笑史
自己也忍受不了以前的自己.
用意是除了记载日常生活里的大小有趣事件以外
还有自己的轻年时个人观点
预了老时没事做笑回自己的幼稚
现在一翻开日记,写的尽是不好的回忆
例子:朋友的不信任,
用一整天做功课,
一天又一天的重复的日子,
又有熟人去世,
倒霉的过程,
看到闷到发霉的日记,
眼睛也跟着长霉菌.
开始有不想再继续写的念头.
中学时期的日记里净是记载朋友同学们的恩恩怨怨,
作弄人的废材事件等等.
有时觉得以前的日记是很好的娱乐,
看到自己恐怖的字体
自己也不会读,
笑死人的自创成语(最常搞错的是心知肚明写成心知明肚,心血来潮变成心血潮来)
久久回味一次以前的风流史威水史搞笑史
自己也忍受不了以前的自己.
当人类开始喜欢回忆过去时，就是说开始老了
好累。。。好累。。。
希望可以休息几个月。。。
LOVE IS BLIND?
I am glad 'tis night, you do not look on me,
For I am much ashamed of my exchange:
But love is blind and lovers cannot see
The pretty follies that themselves commit;
For if they could, Cupid himself would blush
To see me thus transformed to a boy.
For I am much ashamed of my exchange:
But love is blind and lovers cannot see
The pretty follies that themselves commit;
For if they could, Cupid himself would blush
To see me thus transformed to a boy.
From Shakespeare's The Merchant Of Venice.
i hate myslef, feel so shy when someone is around there. feel want to escape because feel so shy.
body temperature will raise up like fire burning over my body.
when u meet someone, suddenly will transform like a little girl,
20 sudden become 12 years old, act like odd, because of nervous.
I rather than i never meet someone before, it makes me feel like i am not myself anymore.
emotion is always out of control. but it has been control by someone.
i rather loveless in my life.
soul is lack of energy feel damn tired now. but who's care?
i want to be myself.
i want to enjoy the freedom of my soul n spirit.
i want to go brunei.
i want to go langkawi.
i want to go here go there.
i want to fall in love with mixed blood handsome guys.
i love pianist, pianist is killing without any reasons.
i have lovely dad n mum who love me with 100% cause no other brothers sisters
i have true friends who really care about me
although i am not the most lucky in the world
but i think i am happiness
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cindy - 31/7/2008 11:47:05 AM
swt la u...really cant imagine u showing the shy face to me....
Carmel Ong - 2/8/2008 2:21:23 AM