29.12.08

Comic festival























29122008

2008 almost end
so many had happen
so many changing since last year to this year
I think i have grow up a bit
atleast i thought it is good for myself
learn a lot
understand a lot

Few things i cannot forget in this year:
January~ I am dating with the most sexy guy in my class, during 1st January in his car.

February~ Ice and Roxx bring along a cake with 20 candles during my 20 years old birthday in the midnight, I am so touched. I can imagined they stand outside and what they had did. Quite funny.

March~ Went for photo shooting with friends, take numbers of nice photos.

April~ as usual, rush for final like in hell.

May~ Bring Roxx to Red Box with Jean for roxx's birthday.

Jun~ a flasher show his baby cock in pjs9/22 when i walk to college in early morning. Know new friends from forvice.

July~ travel to Thailand. and chinese book festival!!??

August~ went for the video shooting with sai hong, doreen, and DA students. Went to Singapore with forvice, visit Xiao Bai. and went Langkawi with friends, and i broke my right leg.

September~ Travel to Brunei, know Arisu and few friends. then new serm start.

October~My grandfather had pass away, but i didnt went back to see him. Rebornding for my messy hair, but i thought not very nice, in A Cut Above. Went to Kancil Awards workshop.

November~ Family problems had settle. I bought new camera, D90 & A hp laptop pavilion 3500 and a perfume that i want since few months ago Airasia got so many promotion that move me want to travel, i decided to travel to Bangkok on next year August.

December~A big shock from a new friend, i thought she is a male, actually she is female in comic festival. my mum is coming back soon.


Quite sad because my father wouldnot let to go further oversea in UK.
my dream had GONE!!!
He always try to spend all the money I have,
like he wants to buy car, house, or any expensive items with my money.

I would rather to spend the money for my further study in UK.
the fees is around RM70k to 80k.

The reason I want to leave here is i have suffer enough from someone.
I know i should face the problems, but i think i cannot do it.

still hav 8 months to go.
then i can finally graduated.

Feel very touched that some friends reaaly helped me a lot
when I have miss my way.
Feel very glad to know one of the most important people in my live,
Jason~ the most handsome guy in my life.
Luckily i had anti-handsome.
He is really attractive, not because he is hot or funny,just because he has a good character
although i have spend a lot of tears on him last time.

the total i had starbucks coffee is 5 venti size with different favour in this month.
is really very cozy. ~heart paining~

16.12.08

I'm still Twenty Years Old

今年二月时,做了一个测验
鉴定结果
您的心理年龄31岁

与您实际年龄差11岁
幼稚度48%
成熟度50%
老化度39%

By     http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm
相隔了十个月,
近来心血来潮又做了一次

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄36岁
与您实际年龄差16岁
幼稚度48%
成熟度57%
老化度42%
我的妈呀!
与您实际年龄差16岁
!!!
打击!!!
我不甘心!
再做一次!
鉴定结果
您的心理年龄35岁
与您实际年龄差15岁
幼稚度44%
成熟度57%
老化度36%


没话讲。。。
难怪很多时候觉得
很难跟朋友有参与感
有人在讲笑话可是笑不出
不是有心不笑或装冰山
只是不再想虚伪,做作,装可爱,扮天真
朋友跟我抱怨我太冷漠
静静不出声不像我
只是学会了倾听朋友们的心情
表面上是不专心
其实是专心聆听友人们的对话
摆在心里
不在在乎会不会怕得罪人而拍马屁
不想为了配合别人而委屈自己
虽然近来
朋友明显越来越少
但是这是我的选择,我真得很累了

近来也明白
高智商并不代表会思考
有理想不代表有思想会思考

年纪逐渐大了
不在强求要有很多朋友
只在乎拥有有品质,有内涵,有脑袋,会思考的朋友群
有个性没什么了不起
对我来说
最重要的是活出自我
获得心灵上的精彩
sex and the city 里的 Samantha Jones 说:
we are single, we are fabulous.
我说:  I am single, I am young, I have fabulous.

Samantha Jones is my Idol.



I did the test again on
30-01-2009
鉴定结果
您的心理年40岁
与您实际年龄差19岁
幼稚度76%
成熟度43%
老化度72%

Comments

- 1/1/2009 8:28:41 PM
水瓶座的人 不在乎别人的眼光 要是别人真的了解我 那别人就该知道我是怎样的一个人~而不用配合还是委屈^^
Carmel Ong - 11/1/2009 8:16:23 PM
lovely mint19_87, I am waiting u come back from Japan!!!

14.12.08

被Ice Lim点名 Part 3

第一:被點者請在自己的 BLOG裏寫下答案
第二 : 請傳另外十位的人.=)
第三 : 傳閱人‘請在于這十位當中鬥留言版’ 告知他(她) 被點名了..
第四 : 這當中的十位的人‘不得拒絕’
第五: 被點者‘請注明被誰點暸’ 在哪接到‘在傳給下十位’
第六: 這些被點名者’ 你們被點會得到祝福‘並且願望會實現’ 也會得到幸福.^^

‘幸福套餐^ 開始咯!!^^

幸福套餐 NO。1♥
01 你的綽號 : carmel
02 年齡 : 20歲
03 生日 :2月2日
04 星座 : 水瓶座
05 興趣 : 看戏,下棋
06 專長 : 可以三天不讲话^^厉害嘞

幸福套餐 NO。2♥
01 你有沒有喜歡的人? : 有
02 是否在交往? : 否
03 現在幸福嗎? : 不
04 如果上天給你勇氣,最想做什麽事? : 离家出走几年,在各国生了孩子寄回来丢给父母玩
05 如果有天,你愛的人跟你告白的話? :上了才打算!!

幸福套餐 NO。3♥
01 點你的人是: lim jie fang
02 他是妳的 : 朋友
03 他的個性? : 明明很凶,可是样子很无辜
04 認識他多久? : 2年8个月
05 你覺得他怎樣? : 有很多桃花
06 你想對他說什麽 : 已经第三次tag我了,下次要跟你收钱了^^

幸福套餐 NO。4♥
01 最愛的節目 : Britains & Americans got Talents
02 最愛的音樂 : 睡觉歌,抒情的
03 最愛的季節 : 超级大减价的季节
04 最愛的卡通 : Usavich
05 最愛的人 : 自己
06 最愛的顔色 : 红
07 最愛的國家 : 法国巴黎
08 最愛的天氣 : 阳光普照

幸福套餐 NO。5♥
01 如果上天給你三個願望:
a) 精神上得到寄托
b) 肉体上得到满足
c) 不忧衣食住行
02 你是很專一的人嗎 :  我认第二,没人敢认第一
03 最深刻的回憶? : 在小学跟林才子两小无猜的日子
04 你是個很有信心的人嗎? : 不是 
05 你很愛微笑嗎 : 不是,是很爱大笑
06 如果你要放棄你現在的生活,你願意嗎 : 如果有更好的日子,我愿意
07 妄想什麽樣的生活 : 自由 无忧 满足 快乐 性福美满的生活
08 是否橫刀奪愛才是愛 : 应该争取,不建议橫刀奪愛,我相信会有报应的

調卷到此結束‘點人者請至于被點者的留言版’ 告知被點名了.

名單如下 :
(自愿者自己送上门来吧!!!)

11.12.08

清宫秘藏测算生男生女






Before ashes go to indonesia for travel, hav to celebrate for her 22nd birthday with the great ashley. 15 people divide in 3 cars, went to ss2 Murni mamak.
Adam N Leston (my latest housemates) bring me there be4, as they said the food r delicious, whatever wat i want, chinese food, indian food, malay food, italian food, western food....any food n drinks, i can get it from the great murni! the cost is quite expensive because the capacity is quite big, can fully fill in my big big stomach.

after the diner, then we hav a piece of cake, dont know wat's the flavor for the cake. then give ashes present. then hav to go back to sunway.
ter yi, ashley , & i in 1 car, wanted to go back to sunway, but we get lose the way, actually we want to folow lsy, but lsy already went to dont where, chriss send ashes back. so we hav to find the way BY ourself! i try to ask a gang of indians man, but i not really understand wat they talking about, cause many man talk to me at the same time, dont know want to listen to who cause they show me the different way.
i think the other already reach their home, but we just finally found the way to get out. suddenly we reach 1 utama, suddenly i hav a idea, we went to watch movie in 1 utama at night. i decided to watch ECCHANTED. then park the car, bought 3 tickets, it started at 11.55pm, the cinema clerk told me that only 3 of us watching the movie, waoooo~~ shock!!!
be4 we get in the cinema, still hav time. so we hav a walk in 1 utama, although all the shops n market r close. the great ashley dudden hav the mood to take crazy photo, so i n her as the model, ter yi as the photographer.






















10.12.08

解梦 Explain the Dreams

最近都睡不好
常常发梦

前两天梦到章鱼
被它追杀
最后我被它从悬崖硬拉了下海
超级恐怖。。。

结梦:
~夢到章魚或是烏賊類的生物,這是表示你在工作上會失敗,而且令同事都很討厭你。而如果夢中是在吃章魚或是烏賊肉,表示你會被詐欺、吃虧或是遭受損失。
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释 梦:
章鱼有八条触手,所以梦到章鱼可以和曼荼罗(见曼荼罗)联系起来。触手有重要的代表意义,它象征着因为无法摆脱而令人心生恐惧的情景。

类 别:动物

直接心理分析:
梦到那些希奇古怪、而又不易亲近的动物,表示梦者应该留意自己性格厂中厂某些特质。章鱼能向各个方向伸展触手,这是梦者应当予以关心的暗示。

潜意识精神象征:
在这一层面上,章鱼象征着灵活、敏捷。

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今天早上梦到我去赶着去搭船出海
最后有没有追到,不知道最后有没有追到
因为我醒来了

结梦:
梦见搭船出海,表示心中对性的憧憬。

哈!哈!哈!
原来我需要性爱。
欲求不满中。。。。
怀疑我看太多sex and the city了。
看来我得包一只鸭鸭给我自己一个月
一定让他整个月下不了床!!!
哈!哈!哈!




















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PS :

男人梦见陷入女人的情网,灾难会临头。梦见喜欢孩子,家里会发生令人担忧的事情。少女梦见被自己爱恋着的男人,父母会阻挠自己的婚事,心中会产生不尽的幽忧。梦见自己所爱的人却不爱自己,生活会成功。

http://zgjm.xuyuanchi.com/zgjm_cw.htm

8.12.08

Hummm~~










I hate to choose somethings really dificulty,









a car or a further study oversea.




choose from friendship or the love?



jealous so so terrible....



I hate it!!!
my heart is so pain




everytime i saw them are very close



It's the worst ever things happen it,



and i was there!!!



Friends? Jealous? him? or her?



I think i still want friendship.



i hav not chance for someone...




He said we still friend.



Fuck his ass hole!!!





So the only way to gain my pain is...



never ever see him
never ever meet him anymore.




at the beginning state, i am sad,



but i think it wont be too long.



I MUST forget him.



there is no other choice.


















可悲人生

吃这个会中癌
喝个的又会中毒
用那个洗面霜也会中癌
连shampoo也会致癌
用plastic装熱食物与噢会中癌
放在车里的罐装水也会致癌
手提电话有辐射,也会致癌
电脑也会致癌

haiz
现代人
真可悲
活着还有什么乐趣

My mood are blue

This few weeks is very sleepLESS.
wake up at evening, works for whole night till the next day morning.
i can see the sunrise everyday.
Pimple all pop out on my face.
I have spend so many money on the pimple things, now ALL GONE!!!
Cause i have to dating while in my college holidays,
I should keep well and take good care for my skin.

feel proud for my marker storyboard.
It's my final project in this term.
It's not looks nice, but i proud of it,
because i can says i put 90% effect on it,
spend 4 days to draw it, not including the draw the outline and research...
start from idea, then the research, and the progress,
I think i had spend 1 week for it.
Feel very sorry to my lovely lecturer, Siau Yuan,
cause i am late summition for 4 days.
He deduct 2 marks from it.

Because i need the James Bond movies as the references,
I try to download the movies from net, but it doesn't work.
I guess no one upload it.
Then I went to the pirated dvd, in front seven 11 store.
i am so sock!!!
James Bond speaks CHINESE. omg!!!
actually before i watch it , i am very excited.
after watched the movie, i am so dumb and angry...
Nowadays pirated dvd'd quality are getting worst!!
just realize dvd cost RM8 each in market.

now i have left one more subject
After 13 dec,
I will be FREE!!!

Everytime when people are keep on asking me when i will be back,
in my deep heart i feel very touched.
feel like someone wish to see me, someone want to meet me.
i not really feel that kind of warm in sunway.
Sunway is the city that hurt me real bad,
the city that show all the ugly side of people.
I feel very lonely, maybe because i am single,
but i don't think that is the main reason.

7.12.08

I couldn't

I don't really understanding why this month
many people are asking why I don't have boyfriend
I know my lovely friends are concern me
Some are worry for me, wants to introduce guys for me...

I didn't mean not to dating with guys.
I only will dating with the guy I like.
so, my friend, if u saw i hanging with a guy alone,
mostly that mean I like him.^^

I am super stubborn.
If i fall in love with someone,
no one could change my mind except myself.
Believe me.

Actually i have very story of inferiority complex.
I am not pretty, I think I'm consider as ugly
I am not clever, always says something wrong
I don't have nice body
I don't have nice skin
My character are suck
I have nothing good about.

Feel very embarrassing for people want to intro guys for me.
I am rather to be single, if the one i love couldn't be with me.
Some people can dating with the guy they not really like, but I can't.
I hate to be use, so I don't want to use people as spare or use them to wasting time.

Although I don't have boyfriend,
but i have my friend-s. (means u all should always call me out, if really treat me as friend)
I have D90
I have laptop.
I have hopes.
I have hobby.
Although I am not happy,
but at least I can feel I am still alive....

In my favorite drama, Sex And The City
Carrie says: I was someone who is looking for love....real love, ridiculous,inconvenient,consuming, can't live without each other love. And I don't think that love is here, in this expensive,lovely hotel,in Paris.
My tears are dropping, so touched.
It really represent that kind of love that every women are looking for whole life.

People say:
U will feel sad, u can feel the pain if you really fall in love.
Can't feel the pain cause someone is not the truth love.

someone makes my mood worst because I still care about him.
the only way to make me forget about him is don't ever contact him.
I was thinking to delete his msn, photo number and never see him again.
Although I said we still be friend, but i really cannot make it.
I hate to be jealous, hate he can influence my emotion.
Jealous, such a terrible things happen on me...

I decided when the coming holidays,
I will dating all guys in my phone number list!!!
especially all the hot guys.










2.12.08

She is coming back soon.


Oh Yeah~
My mum will be back on 13th of January 09.
We have been almost 1 and a half year didnt meet each other.
I know she miss me a lot.
But every time when she's call me by phone, but we always argue with each other.

Yesterday she wants to buy something for me.
DS or PSP?
of cause i choose PSP.
cost 100 pounds in UK.
actually i aspect she will bought some perfume for me.

Last time i had a housemate who own a psp.
Because he is very friendly, so i always borrow his psp.
then the whole night i not need to aspect to sleep.
So i am asking her not to buy psp for me.
But my mum says if i dont want it, she can play it herself.

I am glad she has change a lot.
When i was form 3, i use my own saving to buy my ps 2 without parents permission
she was very angry, and she think it was very wasting of money.
That is why i told her i already bought it and cannot refundable.
I knew i am bad when i was in high school.

now she want to buy TOYS for me,
I am very surprise.
Hopefully she has upgrade her cooking skill, god bless.




1.12.08

心理测验 Part 2

什麼原因會讓你想哭?
 
心理測驗題目:什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是:

a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張

排好了嗎?準備看答案囉!
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔~

感動:不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。


傷心:跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來,不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。


痛:你想要別人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。


生氣:你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 ,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。


擔心 /緊張:其實真實的你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!
 
~~~~~~~I Am A Line~~~~~~~~~~~
 
个人觉得很准的心理测验。
朋友们,看完之后请留言,我要知道你们的答案。
我的是b,a,c,d,e.
 
~~~~~~~I Am A Line~~~~~~~~~~~
 
近來在日本十分流行之測
看似不可思議,但近來在日本十分流行,而且被測者都發現能找到準確而奇妙的答案,不信?玩過就知。

玩法:請從你出生年、月、日中,找出不同的數位。例如:1978年12月9日,就有(2個1)(1個2)(1個7](1個和(2個9),然後請參閱下文,就會知道你的感情表達能力、思維能力、失戀治療能力等內在玄妙了。

1代表感情表達能力

(1個1):你屬於固執而不懂表達感情的人,故經常暗戀人。由於你都算理智,甚少被情所傷。
(2個1):你善於表達感情,面對心儀對象,往往能大膽示愛。由於你喜怒形於色,戀愛過程亦見順利。
(3個1):你不易透露心底秘密,往往經過深思熟慮,才會將事情告知他人,所以做你的情人要有十足耐性。
(4個1):你十分敏感,情緒起伏不定,毫不掩飾自己的喜怒哀樂,容易意志消沉,需要情人不時地鼓勵。
(5個1):你極度情緒化,容易傷害別人,作為你的情人,一定要對你耐心關懷,才能彼此溝通無阻。
2代表直覺度
(1個2):你懂得顧及別人的感受,善於洞悉別人的想法,是一個可靠的朋友和情人。
(2個2):你善解人意,樂於助人,愛付出。對於異性來說,你的細心體貼甚具吸引力。
(3個2或以上):你的直覺一般,幸好反應能力強。你喜歡多姿多彩的生活,對神秘的愛情也心嚮往之。

3代表思維能力和想像力
(1個3):超強的想像力令你能散發獨特的魅力,而你同時嚮往浪漫而甜蜜的戀愛。
(2個3):言行常超出常規,常胡思亂想。與愛侶相處時,經常雲遊太虛,令對方覺得無趣。
(3個3或以上):你智商很高,思維清晰,無法忍受單調的生活,若沒機會發揮才能,會變得精神緊張。

4代表行動
(1個4):熱情澎湃,言出必行,自信十足,你會大膽表露內心感情,性欲亦旺盛。
(2個4或以上):做人缺乏自信心,對於愛侶忠心耿耿。不會有越軌的念頭,亦期望另一半對你專心不二。

5代表意志堅定度
(1個5):思想單純,即使情人見異思遷,你亦不會放棄,希望有守得雲開見月明的一日。
(2個5):你的意志並不堅定,容易半途而廢,往往事倍功半,想好好發揮才能,最好將精力放在創意活動上。
(3個5或以上):內心有著無法克制的熱情,做事衝動,決不會改變自己決定的事情,還要另一半聽你指示。
6代表自我價值
(1個6):你天性敏感,喜歡被別人欣賞,只有這樣,你才能感受到自己存在的價值。
(2個6):你多愁善感,缺乏自信,伴侶對你的愛護,是你發揮才能的推動力。
(3個6或以上):你有絕對的自信心,為了令自己與眾不同,永遠全力以赴,喜歡出風頭。

7代表失戀治療能力

(1個7):談戀愛時,你會為對方周全考慮,失戀治療能力亦強,對人歡笑,背人垂淚。
(2個7):由於你每次戀愛都很投入,故失戀時,往往傷得很深,需要向別人傾訴,才能解開鬱結。
(3個7或以上):你不易愛上人,但一旦戀愛,會是十分專情的情人。如果被拋棄,你會對曾經的一切念念不忘。

8代表智力和邏輯性
(1個:你智力一般,但邏輯性強,做事喜歡循序漸進,不喜歡預期以外的變化。
(2個8或以上):你聰明獨立,表達能力強,有決斷能力,有領導才華,做事往往得心應手。


9代表體貼度
(1個9):你嘗試理解別人對感情的渴求,然後儘量配合。
(2個9或以上):無論智力或精力,你都非常旺盛,但缺點是經常沉醉於自己的想法中,令情人覺得你難以捉摸。




 

Comments

cindy - 3/12/2008 5:22:20 PM
the 1st test quite accurate lo..haha
ice lim - 12/12/2008 2:02:29 PM
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