26.1.09

2009 牛年惊喜

上天真会开我玩笑
刚刚从面书知道了一个消息
打击程度为60%

最够力是
在我没有怀孕的情况下
我的月经接近四个月没有来
人家还是少女嘛~
欲哭无泪呀!!!

我到底造了什么逆
近几个月
一连串的打击

还好还算抵得住
原来我比自己想象中更坚强
没有丢了身为独生女的面子与骄傲

日子还是要过
得空时还是去拜拜神
以免又犯太岁

~阿莲路亚~

21.1.09

是时候了

不多不少
刚刚好一个月了
答应了自己
给自己一个月的时间
今晚是哭最后一次了

有人说:
傻的才为了这种事折磨自己
独自伤心难过是没有人会同情你的
别人在逍遥快活,不理会你
你则以泪洗面
何必呢?


很多道理,我懂
可是真正做到的
又有几样!?

感谢友人
做了我的情绪垃圾桶

是时候了

看开点吧!
以后学聪明点咯~阿呆~~

16.1.09

S won liao

c: in sunway liao?
S: yes my dear...
s: im in sunway liao
s: wahahaha
s: wan yam cha??
c: we hav 1 year didnt meet liao
c: T.T
s:wahahahahaha
s:ya lo
s:miss me not??
s:XDD
c:i tell u a bat gua
c:u dont tell people ar
c:ok?
s:usually ppl say like that means wanna tell a lot of ppl d la
s:ok la..
s:wont tell la
c:actually...
s:ya??
c:i still in seremban
s:.....
s:ya i know
c:hehe
c:then u should tell everyone i still in seremban!!???
s:ya
s:i should tell every one
s:XDD
c:hehehe
c:y we so cacat de
s:no la..
s:jz u ma...
c:
shhhhhh~~~~

PART 2

s:u 4 month didnt come period d ar??
s:so chan
s:wahahahaha
c:T.T
s:wahahhahaa
s:need 2 go c doctor o not o??
c:ya
c:i will go to see doctor soon
c:if the doctor says i am pregnant
s:then test pregnent
c: i will kill him !!!!
c:i am still virgin, how come pregnant
c:T.T
s:wahhahahah
s:who knows ??
s:maybe u drunk already then happen this n that n u dont remember
s:got any memory lost not lately?
c:i didnt hav lor
c:u bully me

PART 3 (prove S won liao)

s:aiya, u know me la , ham sap a bit la
c:where got a bit hamsap oooo
c: dont cheat people lar
c: u atleast hamsap 6 stars de
s:i 6 star then u 60 star d lo
c:i 60 stars then u 600 stars liao
s:aiya , u always got higher lvl then me de
c:my horse can chase ur level lor
s:dont jia jia d la
s:hahahaa, already pass la
c:LOL, cha lin dao
s:ni huai huai ar
s:wo hai siu
s:XDD
c:vomit
c:1 breast big, 1 breast small
s:ahahahhahaa
s:un balance le...
c:ur fault
s:wan me 2 help u poke another 1 smaller o not?? XDD
c:i can did it myself. lol
s:later u poke 2 hard then it bcome flat how?? XDD
c:better
c:no need wear bra anymore
s:hhahahahaaa
c:like u, LOL
s:i still wear bra ar
s:make it look bigger, XDD
c:hahahahahaha
c:za daooooooooo
s:wahahahaaa
s:u always za me le
s:now CNY, let me win 1 round la
.......

15.1.09

15.01.2009

Just a little update something

~mummy is in hometown and waiting for me
~I bought my 21 years old gold key
~Ice are going to shift to pjs9/22
~Wengie disply photo is very handsome
~roomate always at home ( cause she used to not at here for fews weeks)
~Group project *Smart Car *group member- HanHan, Fily, Audrie
~Going to attend Miki Wong's birthday party soon
~I love my new timetable
~I have too many shirts, not enough space for my clothes
~I miss him like hell
~Finally I can online^^
~my lovely classmates ask me do not simply make love with guys
~Wong Kok restaurant's set lunch is worth~~

11.1.09

I want Online!!!

Since last year
i guess the telephone get thunder hit
until this year
still havnt fix it

The CC PC r full of virus and very lack
Toa wireless is very slow...

That is why i always went to starbucks
after i hav try so many different favour drinks
I realize i fall in love with Chocolate Cream Chips!!!
but it's cost rm16.30 for venti size....=_=

Sometimes hav to bring laptop to friends house
so troblesome....

somemore no one know how to fix the line
so hav to wait the technician...

I want online...
I want online...
I want online...
I want online...
I want online...

8.1.09

难得有人陪我吃晚餐

那天骗Ashes来一起吃晚餐
牛牛也来做陪坐,
因为她吃了,
只好充当做花瓶,
坐在那里摆美。
 
还有一个也是被骗来的人,
性感学弟Jonathan
 
Ashes说我很久没updated了
我的部落各搬家了
 

Comments

Chang Sook Han - 11/1/2009 2:50:04 PM
那个。。。你说的性感学弟Jonathan。。。
不会是我们班的那位吧。。。-__-lll
Carmel Ong - 11/1/2009 8:14:36 PM
our class's Jonathan is consider as our Senior lor.
I would like to call him the zhu yuan yu lun 's Jonathan...
性感学弟Jonathan is our 1st year 3rd term's junior.
Chang Sook Han - 11/1/2009 9:48:19 PM
这还好,吓到我以为你功课压力太大,
搞到口味变了,性感学弟Jonathan。。。-__-lll吓到我
Carmel Ong - 12/1/2009 12:40:13 PM
这粒星球有很多人也是以Jonathan来令命lo。。。=_=!!!

转载~如何讓你遇見我,在我最美麗的時刻

转载: IllyQueen's

如何讓你遇見我,在我最美麗的時刻

美麗的意外,是許多愛情開始的情節...

電影裡都有這樣類似的故事,寫在鈔票上的電話、寫在舊書上的名字、寫在瓶子裡的一封信、被雨淋濕的字條、寄不出去的信…,那些錯誤的、不小心的,無心安排的故事,讓兩個人相遇了、愛上了,也讓兩人錯過了彼此。

我總是不相信那些太過浪漫的情節,真的可以透過那些不可能找到、不知道在世界的那個角落的鈔票、一本書、一封信而找到你愛的那個人?

而那些因為找不到電話、收不到情書,錯過了緣分的人,就真的一輩子錯過了嗎?

能夠遇到一個人,我們往往說的是緣分,能夠遇到一個你愛的人,我們往往相信那是命運。緣分可遇而不可求,命運總是無法掌握,於是這也是愛情裡最美的地方。世界上幾億人口,如何才能遇到對的人?而遇到了你的最愛,你又如何留住他,兩個相愛的人,又如何不錯過對方?

我想起了小時候很喜歡看席慕容的詩,有一段是這麼寫的:

「如何讓你遇見我,在我最美麗的時刻。為這我已在佛前求了五百年,求祂讓我們結一段塵緣。

佛於是把我化作一棵樹,長在你必經的路旁,陽光下慎重地開滿了花,朵朵都是我前世的盼望。

當你走近,請你細聽,那顫抖的葉是我等待的熱情,而當你終於無視地走過,在你身後落了一地的。

朋友啊,那不是花瓣,是我凋零的心。」

那時12歲的我,不懂得這首詩的意境,只覺得詞好優美。長大後,我慢慢能夠理解,「如何讓你遇見我,在我最美的時刻」。原來,能夠遇到一個人,我們是多麼 的期待、多麼的努力。但或許,在大部分的時刻,我們開滿了美麗的花,只期許你能多看我們一眼,只可惜,你不懂我的愛情,你走過去了,依然看不到我們凋零的 心。

過了幾年,我漸漸瞭解,能夠相遇是緣分,但絕對不是保證。
能夠相愛,不只是我祈求了五百年,而是在你走過樹下的那一秒鐘,想要抬起頭,駐足在這裡欣賞花的美。
那個時刻,你懂得了,我也值得了。

原來,值得去愛的,是在那個對的時間,遇到了對的人。

人的一生,有過太多的緣分來來去去。
有些時候,你愛了,對方卻不懂,
你們相愛了,可是太過年輕,
你們才正要開始,卻突然要分離,
你不愛他,他卻是人們心中 的理想伴侶,
你們相愛,卻註定沒有未來,
她很好,可是你還不想定下來,
你愛上他了,可惜他已經擁有了伴侶,
你很想他,但是你無法告訴她,
你們愛對方,卻又 對愛情太沒信心,
你們相愛,但卻無法相處,
你好愛他,但是他永遠不能理解你的用心……

能夠在對的時間,遇到對的人,能夠珍惜眼前的緣分,能夠堅信自己可以掌握自己的命運,那是多大的勇氣,與天大的福氣。

我曾是這麼想的,能夠遇上一個人,是上帝派給你的天使、送給你的禮物。這一個人,可以讓你體驗不同的人生,讓你知道什麼是愛、什麼是痛,讓你學會了更多東 西,在你人生最谷底的冰冷時刻,給你最溫暖的太陽。他會讓你的人生變的更好,豐富了你的生活。他讓你學會付出、試著讓自己的生命裡多了一個人相伴。他告訴 你什麼是心底的感動、什麼是心痛,什麼是金錢買不到的快樂,什麼是天底下最浪漫的事,以及什麼是失去與別離。
 
每一個天使教會了你不同的事,有的天使任務達成,時間到了他會離開你。上帝給你最大的禮物是,讓你懂得什麼是愛情讓你學會更瞭解你自己。你不必哭泣你留不住天使,因為上帝為了關了一扇門,一定會再幫你開一扇窗。

然後有一天,你也會變成別人的天使。

真的很幸運、很幸運的人,他可以擁有自己的天使。他能夠珍惜對的那個人,他能夠在走過你的樹下,聽到你顫抖的聲音,他停下來了,他知道這就是自己停留一生的地方。

如何讓你遇到我,在我最美麗的時刻...

當你願意停下來,當你願意珍惜它,這就是最美麗的緣分。


5.1.09

2009

Almost Chinese New Year
That means have to go to visit uncountable aunty uncle's house.
Also means I hav to answer uncountable same old questions every year.

Question:
How old are you
Where u study
When u will graduated
When ur mum will be back
how is ur study
Do u hav bf
bla bla bla.....
Even i hav graduated, hav everything
i think they still keep on asking questions
When u will getting married
when u will hav children
where u stay
where u r working
which school did ur children in
when ur child will marry
when ur child hav children
plek plek plek.....
Nightmare~ every year
i hav the patient to answer their question
but feel like their r not really listen to my answer
that is why their keep on asking every year
I decided when i am old, i wouldnt want to be like them
cause sometimes i really dont know how to answer them
Dont know since when
I never gamble in chinese new year
cause everytime i lost my money, never won before
so i decided not to gamble anymore
hardly to get ang pau from cousins
cause before take the ang pau hav to answer a lot of question first.
My leg still quite pain
I broke my leg since i am in langkawi on Aug 08
now still havnt fully recovered yet
Yesterday night
I finally see my lovely roomate
we didnt see each other for few weeeks or few months?
She always bought me some food from her hometown....hehe...
Doreen is back from Indonesia
and she left her room key in her hometown
her uncle help her to get in her room
The Unamed cat, XXX
it back too...
New year New hope
i wish:
my leg can fully recovered
Forget the bad things had happen
forgave someone
pimple and scar all gone
Bad luck all gone, Good luck always follow me
get taller a bit, around 5 to 10 cm
hav E cup big mamma....

3.1.09

Suck Holidays Ever

What Had i done in my holidays?





~Shooting photos for friends


~shooting photos for cousins


~completed one RPG games


~Read some books





Some bad things had happen on me

so i didnt hav the mood to go out

actually i want to date with all handsome good looking friends

My father is scolding me so that move me to go out everyday


but it really cant move me to go out


Friends call me to go out

feel very sorry for them,

i told them i really not that kind of mood

so lucky they r quite understanding me




I am almost level 21

father wants me to look for my gold key for myself

I found my gold key

but i hav to wait till the end of February


I was thinking should I celebrate and hav a big party?
or just celebrate alone?

My father suggest i should hav a party...




I hope he can change his mind

cause u dont let me to go futher study in UK...


my UK dream fly away liao.
HAIZzzzz.... =_=