A FRIEND HAS PASSED AWAY

14/7/2007, my very important friend has passed away in motor accident. actually i don't believe it, i thought it was a joke. and then i don't care about it. after a few hours, i call Puvaneswari, she told me that the Kesaven really has passed away. but i still don't believe. the only way to make sure he is death is I have to go back to seremban. that time was 1am, but i was so worry, although i'm look so calm. i drive as fast as i can back to seremban. my grandmom has just passed away, how colud u give me such a big surprise! reach shaun's house, saw kesaven death body, his sister crying, a lot of women around his, full of flower cover up his body, a cloth cover up half his face, joss stick is burning. getting shock, can't think anything. sudden the mind flash back the memory, about how u treat me good in methodist high school, help me a lot when i was getting bully from someone, we were making noise together in the school canteen...i feel very touched when i heard u said i'm ur sister. you r my first friend that left me in this world. feel regret that i didn't had the chance to see u when u r after the accident... after this, i think i have to be ready for anyone will left me away from everywhere, everytime.