LOVE IS BLIND?

I am glad 'tis night, you do not look on me,
For I am much ashamed of my exchange:
But love is blind and lovers cannot see
The pretty follies that themselves commit;
For if they could, Cupid himself would blush
To see me thus transformed to a boy.

 

From Shakespeare's The Merchant Of Venice.

 

 

i hate myslef, feel so shy when someone is around there. feel want to escape because feel so shy.

body temperature will raise up like fire burning over my body.

when u meet someone, suddenly will transform like a little girl,

20 sudden become 12 years old, act like odd, because of nervous.

I rather than i never meet someone before, it makes me feel like i am not myself anymore.

emotion is always out of control. but it has been control by someone.

i rather loveless in my life.

soul is lack of energy feel damn tired now. but who's care?

i want to be myself.

i want to enjoy the freedom of my soul n spirit.

i want to go brunei.

i want to go langkawi.

i want to go here go there.

i want to fall in love with mixed blood handsome guys.

i love pianist, pianist is killing without any reasons.

 

i have lovely dad n mum who love me with 100% cause no other brothers sisters

i have true friends who really care about me

although i am not the most lucky in the world

but i think i am happiness