Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Family. Show all posts

27.7.09

不是咒他们

最近我最常思考的问题是:
父母还能活多久?
十年?二十年?三十年?
运气不好的有可能只是一年五年

怎么样才算是孝顺?
给钱他们?
生一群孙子给他们玩?
陪着他们面对病魔?
还是在他们快要死的时候才陪在他们的身边?

虽然多数做父母的都会叫
小孩们做自己想做的事
不用去顾虑他们
然后孩子们就很潇洒的离开家出去闯

去年眼看阿公快离开人间时
有些孩子还来不及看到最后一面
阿公就去了

从外国赶回来的孩子
只看到已经睡在棺材里的阿公
哭到死去活来 后悔莫及
反而我老爸还跟我开玩笑 说笑话

我问他为什么还有心情开玩笑
为什么不难过
他说他已经做了他能做的事
已经心安理得了 没什么后悔

他的一番话
多多少少有影响到我出国的决心








19.7.09

孝?

我一直认为我不是个会孝顺父母的小孩

以前小时候的我会威胁爸妈
说:如果你再烦我,等你老了就丢你去老人院

后来长大后才知道老人院是要给钱的
而且是几千块
就打消这念头了

现在的我常对父母说:
你要好好保重身体
不然等你们老了
要照顾起来很麻烦

算是孝顺吧!?

1.7.09

The man who loves me the most in the world

Few weeks ago, while I am looking for my primary school photos, I accidently found this.

My badboy father's photos while he is young. I understanding what is the different of the old time playboy and the nowsaday playboy pattern. And finally I understand why got woman love him like crazy.



Actually his height is around 180cm++ but in picture he seem like very short.
Although in the photos he seem like very gay, but his temperament is very very very bad. I had experience a lot of his bad bad bad temperament.

Don't know when, I found his old IC card in house. I thought the IC is belongs to my mother or maybe my one of aunties when I look at the photo. But I saw the name and the DOB, get shock cause the IC is belong to my father. I almost get heart attack, cause that time he was so pretty and sexy~

And I shall considering as Ter Yi words. I shall not going everywhere and spend more time with parents. Further study can be delay, my vagrant dream can wait me, money can earn later, going oversea can be eveytime, but the time for company my parents can't be delay. I am so worry I will regret some day, cause there is nothing I can change. And I believe Karma, it's make me so insecure, but sometimes it's guide me to choose the the way that I wont be regret for everyone.