寻觅员工-SEREMBAN

办公室里的超人连续请假两天去办结婚的东东西西,刚好这两天超忙的。真的无法想像当他辞职之后会忙到怎么样的地步。

以防万一当然是找好后备，请假辞职时，良心比较过得去。芙蓉真的太小了，很难同时找到3位会‘设计’的人。所以凡是我经手的客人都不放过去询问他们有没有亲人朋友要找工作的。王天不负有心人，想不到芙蓉里的CosmoPoint学院生们刚好是在5月28号就毕业了！

没经过老板的同意，擅自联络好学院里人事部&院长。We Are Hiring!的通告都做了，拿去给同事们看，没有人反对。在他们的掩护下，办公时间时杀到CosmoPoint去！

通告里很表面化写了一些requirements.为了骗他们过来，面皮厚厚附上：
ATTRACTIVE SALARY PAID
其实这价钱在芙蓉算高了
有叫他们send their masterpieces来
也叫他们来公司showing off your works~

Receptionist/Guard 是位看起来像宿醉的印度叔叔。我讲了半天英文表示想要参观学生们的展出来的作品，但是他好像听不懂我讲什么的样子。最后他露出不耐烦想要扫好像来捣乱的我出门的样子，我就说我是代表我公司来聘请这里的学生。

WALAO~印度uncle马上变了样，宿醉不见了，腰挺直，从嘴里飙出来的英文比我的还流利！给他炸到内伤！他立刻领我到院长室，说明来意后，留下联络号码，像是贵宾样被领到周围去参观。

印度uncle用顺畅无阻的英文解说一切。这学期有10位是读广告设计的，应该会骗到几个来面试吧！？拿了学生们的名片，像火烧屁股这样赶回去上班。

任务完成！

制服诱惑

以前觉得那些玩制服诱惑都是变态。深入世俗后，看到不少不同的制服，也没什么感想。
Sex and The City里的Samantha，我的偶像非常喜爱fireman。在nz有一段时期是住在消防局附近，看了不少fireman，多数都像我国的tak nak rasuah那些人一样丰满，绝对激发不起我的欲望。很偏见觉得那些变态的才会去玩的东西.

报应来了！今天。。。
客人H，军人一名，身高大约185cm，平时穿正式的军服来。可是今天他竟然穿了很MAN的迷彩军服来！我忽然觉得他看起来超性感！身高够高，肩膀够宽，手臂够粗！GOSH！瞬间有觉得脚快软掉！而且一定要搭配dark brown颜色的boot!真是令人想入非非也！
今天之后，我也成了我口中的变态！

以后如果有我的小孩，应该会订做几套给他，然后狂拍照，满足我的欲望。呵呵呵~

期待三十岁的到来

近来疯狂的重复听着同一首歌







想不到三十岁的蔡依林比二十几岁的蔡依林更漂亮
有被她迷倒了

看到蔡依林出现的一杀那
我有感动到
第一想到的就是：“她走出来了”
真的不容易
感动到想流泪

~~~~~~~~~~~
现在的她更漂亮
舞跳的更有魅力
身材好象更好
羡慕到~
二十几岁的小妞们输到不知哪里去

让我好期待三十岁的来领

无奈

全世界我最不愿意做的事情就是：放飞机
可是命运终是作弄人 而且一放就放了四个人的飞机
心里真的很难受 搞到现在还睡不着！鸡蛋糕！
这份工作真的那么值得我为了它而失去我对四个人的信用吗？
其实一点都不值
还是那句话：都是钱在作怪！ Pukima！

暧昧

据说现在很流行暧昧    

你们认识很久,他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时,你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待,就连做梦都会笑出来,可是他就是什么也不说,你对自己说等等再等等,直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影,你震惊"不是...这是....我是.....?"    

在朋友眼里你们很登对,每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷,你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖,他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发,朋友关于你们之 间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方.就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳,他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误 会.你呆住了"误会?那么多人前的亲昵.....竟...竟然是...误会.....?"    

伤心吗?难过吗?痛苦吗?只是,只是谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？    

这是个暧昧横行的年代,感情出现的第三个种类,比友情深比爱情浅游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧,是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战,谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复.是谁把简单复杂化    

其实说穿了    

暧昧,是可以推脱责任的游戏,没有承诺就无需负责；    

暧昧,是勇敢者的游戏,无畏的人才能在角逐中进退自如；    

如果你没有铁石铸就的心肠做软胃甲,那么你就别拿暧昧当爱情...  

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。    

暧昧是，你会常常在QQ等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。 

暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。 

暧昧是, 有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。  

暧昧是, 明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。   

暧昧是, 有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。    

暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。   

暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。    

暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。    

暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。    

暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。    

暧昧是, 为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。    

暧昧是, 甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。    

暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。    

暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。    

暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。  

暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。    

暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？    

暧昧是，每天大家都会聊FB，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。    

暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都:)礼物。    

暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。    

暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。    

暧昧, 是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门－－永远不是终点站。    

我们暧昧，我们却不属于对方...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

观后感是：

好想哭哦

暧昧 = Ambiguous

Doubtful = 疑问的

Shady = 腥

Uncertain = 不确定

Google Translating 暧昧这字眼。从字面看来，没有一个是好的，问题可大了！这看起来不像容易就戒掉的隐！曾经是身经百战的暧昧高手说过：只要真真正正的被暧昧的关系伤害过，那天之后就会戒掉了。死得人多咯！

曾经我有问过男性友人为什么要玩暧昧，答案就是因为喜欢你。没再追问他下去，其实是心里有数，答案很简单：就是我不够爱你。

新的小嫩草

虎视眈眈全公司最帅刚满20岁的小嫩草很久了 =,=+

学院栽培出来的超强RESEARCH能力真不是盖的

给我找到小嫩草的地址！

哈哈哈

19.10.2010正式搬进小嫩草的家

小嫩草的地盘就在我房间的对面

哈哈哈

开心到！！！

哈哈哈

这个小嫩草超俊美的

前阵子还是长自然卷发时

美到像女子样

南美洲智利国制造

03.10.1990

手臂很粗  看起来很够力下

喜欢踢足球

ABC的国家真是难搞

在我还在想念美男A时

美男B，C，D就会出现了

呵呵呵

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

很主观的觉得

十月是美男月

这个月出世的男性很多都是帅哥

I like it!

TO DO IN MSIA

To do list:

hug my friends

complete my final fantasy 12

bah gu teh

another pair of nike shoes

watch all the series

comic books

I might not step out of my house for 1 week

致：我未来的小恶魔们

宝贝，
于14/03/2010，11.00pm-11.59pm，倒霉的罗永健，刚刚亲口答应了，做我（未来）的小孩们的干爹！哈！哈！哈！


一直以来，我有预感我不是一个很好榜样的母亲，不过我会给你我能给的'最好'。
例如：最好的干爹（们）


干爹1号远在槟城岛的李得益
是个很聪明  又会照顾人  也很有用的uncle
使用说明：借钱可以不用还 / 这样快还


干爹2号更远在中国ShaanXi的罗永健
是位脾气超好  又超好欺负  也会医术的叔叔
使用说明：心情不好找他就对了

干爹3号更远在香港的黄兆邦

也是个很聪明  又会照顾人  也脾气超好的uncle

使用说明：不知道的东西就问他

虽然你们还没出现在这世上，不过爱你们的我，已经开始筹备你们的后路了。

爱你的妈

他说

Boss说
他看到我
就像看到以前年轻的自己
我怀疑他在暗示些什么  > o <|||
是令人不安的咯


Boss说
快点回家啦
明天才继续做
我怀疑他疯了
他应该感到很开心员工自动OT的咯


Boss说
Print错也好啦
不然你的工作太顺利了
我怀疑我听错了
工作顺利不好吗！？

我怀疑这是收买人心的最佳手段
不过无可否认是有一点点的感动。。。


最够力的是
Boss的厨艺层次可以和大厨媲美
天天3or4菜一汤
减肥大业又遥遥无期了

AFTER 6 YEARS AGO

FINALLY I buy a new damn hand phone!
After being 5/6 years (since 2005) with my Nokia N70

Now I got a new phone!
So unexpected that I bought a brand that's always in my UNWANTED BRAND LIST...

The Sony Ericsson.... {=_=}

I thought SE phone is ugly lar

And there are so many complains from those SE users 
Hang Gei problem lar
Tak tahan lama lar
No value lar
So sorry for those SE fans lar

I got my own karma already

So I buy a SE phone

Actually I didn't mean to show off or what ever lar

Cause few of my friends always ask me to buy a damn new phone

One of the budak kecil saids he change 5 phones in 5 years!

Another reason to move me buy a phone is
I need a phone can support 

GPS function

WiFi

Good resolution camera phone

Can tahan atleast 4 to 6 years

So this it my new lovely phone!

I will prefer the silver color 

but my friend convince  me to buy color

Don't know why at the end I follow what he said


Hahaha
Here comes to my BLACK LADY

I will take good care for you!

So u can tahan more lama! at least 5 years lar

If you break my heart, I will promise I wont buy SE phone anymore!

Cause this baby damn expensive and much more out of my budgets

so currently I wont buy PSP 

and a Canon G11 digital camera 

AND MY IKEA SULTAN QUEEN SIZE BED!!!

DIE DIE WANT TO GO

Just now I am listening to radio. Hear a damn news. Forget what channel is the radio, they are having a competition. The grand prizes is having 2 tickets for 萧敬腾 concert in Taiwan!!!

Last months, I plan to go for his concert on 26 Dec 09, then try to book his concert tickets by online, but all tickets already sold out in Taiwan! DAMN U!!!

I have no talent on singing, so I am thinking to ask my lovely friends who are good in singing, please help me! ha~ha~

The competitor have to sing 新不了情。

Cathryn大美人，can you help me to make my dream become true!?

I'M ON TVB SERIES

Ha~Ha~! This year on April, I went to Hong Kong. Damn lucky to see people are shooting for HK series. I found myself in the screen. So unexpected! In episode 29 富贵门. In the screen, I am holding with my camera, half a my big face had been cover up. But my curly hair was quite standing up although there are many people standing next to me. hahaha!!! That time I thought they are just rehearse. So shock Sendiri lor~ hahaha~

I'm still Twenty Years Old

今年二月时，做了一个测验

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄31岁
与您实际年龄差11岁
幼稚度48％
成熟度50％
老化度39％
By     http://www.xlzx.com/xlcs/zy32.htm
相隔了十个月，
近来心血来潮又做了一次

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄36岁

与您实际年龄差16岁
幼稚度48％
成熟度57％老化度42％

我的妈呀！
与您实际年龄差16岁！！！
打击！！！
我不甘心!

再做一次！

鉴定结果
您的心理年龄35岁

与您实际年龄差15岁
幼稚度44％
成熟度57％老化度36％

没话讲。。。
难怪很多时候觉得
很难跟朋友有参与感
有人在讲笑话可是笑不出
不是有心不笑或装冰山
只是不再想虚伪，做作，装可爱，扮天真

朋友跟我抱怨我太冷漠
静静不出声不像我
只是学会了倾听朋友们的心情
表面上是不专心
其实是专心聆听友人们的对话
摆在心里

不在在乎会不会怕得罪人而拍马屁
不想为了配合别人而委屈自己
虽然近来朋友很明显越来越少
但是这是我的选择，我真得很累了

近来也明白高智商并不代表会思考
有理想不代表有思想会思考

年纪逐渐大了
不在强求要有很多朋友
只在乎拥有有品质，有内涵，有脑袋，会思考的朋友群

有个性没什么了不起
对我来说
最重要的是活出自我
获得心灵上的精彩

sex and the city 里的 Samantha Jones 说：
we are single, we are fabulous.
我说：  I am single, I am young, I have fabulous.

Samantha Jones is my Idol.

I did the test again on
30-01-2009

鉴定结果
您的心理年40岁

与您实际年龄差19岁
幼稚度76％
成熟度43％老化度72％

Comments

- 1/1/2009 8:28:41 PM

水瓶座的人 不在乎别人的眼光 要是别人真的了解我 那别人就该知道我是怎样的一个人~而不用配合还是委屈^^

Carmel Ong - 11/1/2009 8:16:23 PM

lovely mint19_87, I am waiting u come back from Japan!!!

Nightmare on October

Just realize every year 1st term always very busy. I saw junior doing their assignments, remind me just 1 year pass, but feel like long long time ago. Feel tired, and loss the passion for design. I think i should learn some new thing...example like sewing?

I cannot believe, i have four subjects only, but it's really makes me crazy because of uncountable assignments!!! Sometimes just slept for 2 hours, then i had to go to class at 10am. My skin is getting worst....haiz...
All the skin care product not cheap, but all wasted, it does not effect when you did not sleep for few days. Yar, eyes bag are going to layer 2, but havn't become panda yet...

I try to drink coffee to make we awake, but i feel like i am getting heart attack, heart beating become very fast, feel wants to vomit. After that, i promise i will never touch coffee anymore.

I wish i can spend sometimes to read books. but it's a extravagant enjoyment for me at this moment. keep a lot of books with me, can see it, but no time read it, suffering....I still can heard from it: read me, read me, read me... but I cant, will rather than go to sleep...
My lovely camera had been treated bad coldly from me, never bring it for long time ago.
feel sorry for cousin, i promise will shoot photos for her, but at the end is I fang fei ji liao. really very sorry...
friends from seremban ask me to go out, i'm also fang their fei ji, damn sorry...
almost 7am, 3 more hours then have to go to class, should take a rest for 2 hours.
(mood worst)

haha~~SAI HONG & JOANNA are going to level 20!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAM SAI HONG & JOANNA.

upgraded to level 20!!!
both of them are my lovely friends, and they born in same day same month and same year!!! It is a fate. two little lovely scorpion~
maybe i should introduce them to know each other!!??
just now when i was having class, sai hong call me, actually i do not get it why he will call me...haha~^^
I should and i will call him tonight, but seem like he miss me more than I miss him...haha~~(very shy)
Sorry for that, because this few days I am very(X 99) busy.
sai hong, I own u 1 birthday present, when u see me, pls remind me yar~ hoho~
Joanna, your present i already giving you long time ago.  hehe~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`I am a line ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

now is the almost end of October.
time pass so fast. i still remember I had counted down with the sexiest guy in my class, Laston the Great, in his car by on the way to 1 Utama.
We miss the fireworks because of the damn stuck traffic.. haha^^
have to think about what shall i do in 2009. what is my positioning on my next step? How did i do it?
Yes, I am thinking. 

MARKER PEN

29/7/2008 11:40:51 PM

marker pen 有很多颜色

喜欢什么样的颜色 

如果喜欢红色

往往最快用完的是红色

 

喜欢什么样的颜色 

假设喜欢青色

最快不见的就是青色

 

喜欢什么样的人

如果喜欢你

最快不见的人 就是最喜欢的人

 

越想留住的，越容易失去

明明很想很想跟他说话，却不敢看着他的眼睛

明明很想他，却假装漠不关心他

明明想宠他，却不敢去找他

因为顾忌，所以不能强暴他~~hehe

好害羞哦。。。

贱到极点，拿刀插自己！！！

p.s/ 我的热情~好像一把火^^

Comments

cindy - 31/7/2008 11:47:05 AM

swt la u...
really cant imagine u showing the shy face to me....

Carmel Ong - 2/8/2008 2:21:23 AM

no one know i am shy, then when i speak out i so shy, but no one believe me...sad

JUST MY OPINION

Last sunday 20/07/2008 went to church with roxx~

 

it is talking about what i already forget, cause i am half sleeping half awake.

but certain main points i am very agree with it.

 

the priest says:

everyone should marry early.

must have children after married for 3 years. before that, mus spend some times to understand each other.

 

in this 3 years, plan properly for ur children's future.

education for child is much more important than house & car or everything. cause even though u have many houses and car, but didn't care for the children education, after the child grow up, the child will take away the houses or car and sell it.

 

women should not work temporary after giving birth for her own child. i am very agree for this point, cause my mum send me to my aunt when i am still a baby. i just remember my aunt always hit me by big big rotan, and i keep on crying then she keep on hit me until i stop crying.

it's doesn't mean mum don't love me, but i really cant forget she send me to the evil aunt forever...

my name Carmel, is giving by that aunt's neighbor!!! she was an Indian woman, already pass away for few years.

 

I think every family at least must have more than 2 children, cause i am the only child in my family,.

if there is only 1 child in a family
feel very boring cause no one will fight with me for toys, shirt,
when i want to do something bad, no 1 will company me
no one will let me bully,
when i get bully, no one will help me,
very lonely in childhood,
no secret for me to threaten brothers or sisters
when i stole money, i always be the suspected person, and no 1 else.
If i have brothers or sisters, it would not happened. hehe^^jealous for those people who have brothers sisters

only neighbor's children and classmates in my childhood
And I can just only imagine if there is a brother or sister for me....

the conclusion is:

women should no let the children for the KAKAK and learn the weird languages, for grandparent, aunty uncle or bla bla bla people...

as a parent, should be responsible for them, working should not be the excuses.

if u think we should earn more money so that the children hav a better life, I would rather than to spend more time with my child so that they wont grow up alone.

珠圆玉润

我妈说是报应，我认。我以前笑我妈肥。

来了the 1 后，身体很争气的逐渐发福。

 

回到家乡

全部友人都说我变了

变肥了

 

1 year plus 5 kg

2 years plus 10 kg.

then 3rd years might plus 15 kg!!!???

很想哭。。。wuwuwuwu~~~

 

吃多会造成肠胃的负担

吃少会很快就饿

不吃就会胃痛（真得很痛） 

 

爸说： 要运动.

我听。 结果了 运动后 超级饿 吃了平时的两倍

不动，一定会肥

haiz~

 

加上消夜yam cha

真的很够力

breakfast = oat or biscuit or bread plus cadbury hot chocolate drink

lunch = anythings

dinner = maggie almost everyday

 

吃多又肥,

吃少又肥,

不吃也肥。

运动又肥，

不动也肥，

越来越肥。

 

怪自己不争气，恶鬼投胎样，有美食当前就没人性。

WTH~

last time, i alway tell myself and my friends, dont push yourself too hard. after i taking course in toa, i will push myself sometimes just because i alway last minutes to completed my works.

 

But... in this fucking term now, i had try to not sleeping for almost 5 days n nights, feel damn suffering. it just because of the fucking spongebob, it really drives me crazy. for me, i think it looks ugly, n still i hav to be patient on it. i spend too many times on explore the photoshop, cause i really not good on it. i was thinking not to pass up for this assignment, in the next assigns, i will do my best. but i think the risk is too dangerous, so i hav no idea lor, had to do it, because not just only i feel suffering on it, the other students can do it, y i cant?

 

somemore in 1 week, i hav more than 10 assignments, hav to look for place to shift, hav to settle n update my insurance, group projects for moral n principle advertising, research and other personal things to settle.

 

i am quite surprise i can completed it on time, feel respect for myself, i know i already push myself to the maximum. everytime when i save my files or open the files, will spend for few minutes, that is the times for me to rest a while. thanks god that my pc is work very well for cooperate with me even i never shuting off for it for few days. maybe if it got damaging on somewhere, cause it's work really slow depend on that times i just bought it.

 

feel very sorry for my father, cause last thursday is his birthday, he ask me to go back, but i cant arrange my time for it. he is asking hav i bought somethings for him, i told him i will give him my assignmets as the birthday presant.

 

i had been 2 weeks not going to gym, not just becase i am too busy, i feel very tired after gym, and  i know i will fall asleep. if i had the time the time for gym, i think i better spend my time on sleeping.

 

for myself, when i hav sleepless can make me become concentrateless, patientless, mood worst, feel very hungry everytimes, speechless, and looks face black black everytimes.

skins become worst, so hav to drink a lots of water, when i feel hungry at the mid night n i had no time to cook, drink a lots water so that make me feel full and it is save a lot os times. i had 9 tong od biscuit, mostly i eat biscuit because i love to eat it, but now, feel vomit everytime i look at it. dont like to eat maggie mee, cause last time i alway hear that maggie mee will make people healthless and hairless, n will get cancel as well. my mother never bought maggie mee for me, so makes me dont hav the habit to eat maggie mee.

 

feel hungry for long time ago, i never eat seafood, expect steamboat. i want to eat crabs, chicken curry, satay, nasi lemak, beef steak, pizza, sotong, mango cake, ice-cream, fish.....but not biscuit.

 

4 more weeks to go, feel the times is flying while i'm rushing for my works everydays. 2007 almost end, i am going to level 20 soon. roxx told me, people who r 19 years old, will be damn unlucky, last time i wont believe it, but now i believed. cause this years, many bad things had happen, 2 person had pass away, unlucky business always happen on me, always make the wrong decision n i cant regret. feel very tired for myself... i need a long break, like a vampire sleep for hundred or thousand years in my musical n it hav plasma television n air-con in my coffin....

Comments

cindy - 15/11/2007 8:07:17 PM

u know how to get urself to used to the tough time in life! really respect ur attitude!

tan pawxuan - 16/11/2007 1:13:20 AM

Gambatte ooo, Miao!